Saturday, November 02, 2013

Of Dreams and Despair

I scoured the sky for a slice of unblemished blue.
But, I was left marooned in my every bid.
I breathed to the depth of my soul for a waft that bears the touch of a fairy.
But, ended up gasping for breath.
I learnt to listen to the words of silence.
But, I was exiled every time in an agony of dying dreams.
I drank the hemlock to put to rest my frayed nerves.
But, it left me parched and half-alive.

I’d spotted her in a crowd of scores years ago.
She stood like an angel, adorned in an azure opulence
That had sent the late-autumn sky rushing for cover.
The flippant breeze tore through her golden locks
And, gently touched her lips that put the rose in shame.
The crimson rays of the setting sun kissed her satin skin.

There was music in the air and grim had disappeared. 
She chortled like a torrent, giggled like a toddler.
She was a healing touch to my bruised soul. She was an end to my hunt for life. 

I touched the wall a thousand times that she had leaned on
And, envied every soul that she spoke to.
I read volumes to stock my words for the encounter I was living for
And, preserved every piece of paper where I scribbled her name.
I spoke to her from the dawn to the dusk and through the night
And, I gave her all the gifts that I wished to give.

Though she was never around for me.
She was grooming herself up for a better bride and a brighter sunrise.

Oblivious of the sundown on a wasteland of dreary dreams.